In the long past, when I was still very young, my reflexes were always half a beat slower than my peers, and I had to review what the teacher taught me in class for a long time before I could understand it, so that my academic performance was always behind others, but as I got older, my reflexes were better than ever, but I still could not keep up with others from time to time.
Now that I grow up and think about it, what's wrong with not being able to keep up with others? As long as you can learn and see it, it's good to comfort yourself from time to time that you are not worse than others.
So I want to tell everyone youth, learn to try and regulate yourself and encourage yourself this is the best!!!
Thank you for sharing your experience and perspective , everyone has their own unique pace of learning and growth. The important thing is that you are making progress and continuing to learn, regardless of the pace or timing. Everyone has their own strengths, weaknesses and areas of expertise. Go embrace the uniqueness of your own learning style and find joy in the knowledge and understanding you gain along the way.